So, I was just dealt another crushing blow, by a friend, with whom I had plans for the holidays. Apparently, he doesn’t want to speak to me anymore for some reason (I wasn’t given one), and promptly was deleted and ignored. At midnight. Hmm. I’ve yet to figure this one out. It’s like I cannot catch a break! Who just up and stops talking to someone? Obviously, it happens to me a lot. And no, I haven’t done anything wrong to any of these people to deserve this treatment. As you can imagine, I’ll be glad when this shit hole of a year is over with. I know it’s nothing but a number, but maybe 13 will be lucky for me, instead of unlucky since I’m such a horror fan. Wishful thinking!
Anyway, I finally went to the doctor about my headaches and depression, and was given a new medication to try. It actually helps with migraines and depression both, so let’s hope this starts to make some improvement in my life and in my way of thinking and feeling. It just sucks that my New Years plans got so fucked up, I have never done anything for New Years – never even had a midnight kiss! 25 years, and nothing. Ugh. I hope you all are doing better than me, and that I can be doing as well as you all very soon! I hope I can count on your support!❤